Monday, October 12, 2009

Happy Thanksgiving

What a wonderful holiday ^^...


Things that I am thankful for:
  • Bowinn and Andrew's amazing cooking abilities, and amazing dedication to feeding us
  • My girls from Burnaby
  • The EUS Executive
  • The Thunderbots Leaders
  • First Years
  • My Parents
  • Tea
  • Engineers
  • Grass and Trees
  • Vancouver
  • Lin
  • Naoki
  • Life
Lalalalala...I am so happy ^^... and you should all be too!

The world is a beautiful place :)

Saturday, April 11, 2009

6. Sweaters that are too big for me

Large fleece sweaters are like having your bed adheaded to your body all day long.  I could put on my hood and just curl up anywhere for a long nap or tuck my legs into the sweater and warm myself up as a ball.  I could be fat and nobody would notice!

Of course this really doesn't help with my necrolypsy.... which is currently self diagnosed... but each day I feel more inclined to go get a professional opinion...

wait! happy thoughts happy thoughts!

*bleen*

Thursday, March 26, 2009

5. Euler

Pronounced: Oiler

oiler Amanda ... OI - LER

Forever in my memory will be the chanting sounds of team Genius Bowel cheering "yu-ler, yu-ler, yu-ler."

I must conclude that university students (read: guys), are often not that much more mature than those in high school. Instead, the rest of the world, or at least me, has somehow gotten used to this behavior, normalized it and now am fully laughing along.

In fact, if anything, there may have been a digression in alleged maturity levels between high school and university. In high school, many seem to be trying their hardest to achieve a sense of independence and to assert one's image as a responsible adult. Now in university, that independence more or less achieved, the lack of need to try to seem mature may have reverted one back to the elementary mindset. Where you really don't care how you look or what you say as long as it's in the name of good fun.

Or, more likely, I'm over analyzing and really, its just the beer.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

4. The EUS Executive (and all EUS volunteers at that!)

It almost feels as if you are married in this odd polygamous relationship, and that you have 3600 unruly children and that you are still living with your many parents. Your parents are expecting you to grow up and be mature all the time so to be good role models for your children. Your children are so numerous that it is impossible to please them all. Some want you to be just like their grandparents, while others wish you were more cool, down with the times and crazy. Still others don't care about you and worse, some seem to hate you and you wonder how that happens when all you do is try to help their growth.

To keep yourself from going nuts in this family, you rely heavily on your spouses. There is this moral support that at least you are trying your best to please everybody and that maybe with enough consultation, you'll finally figure out what everybody really wants and needs.

There are few people I know who can be so content with putting the happiness of people who don't care about them in front of their own, who never expect a thanks for a job well done, but will take full blame for anything that goes wrong and feel the full extent of guilt.

This may not include everybody who is involved I guess as I'm sure many are more practical and balanced, which is good. This level of personal commitment certainly isn't required from people who are elected as some may just want to have a friendly relationship with the other executive, not get married to the whole lot ;). That being said, it is crazy to see how many do truly care though and it really does make me so very happy. I love you all.

Happy E-Week 2009.

Monday, January 19, 2009

3. Wanting to be Happy

Some people call this unhealthy suppression of natural emotions. I, on the other hand, don't see what is wrong with willing yourself to be happy. Nobody wants to be sad right?

The reason for this post is the same old of my old posts back on my old blog. The blog that was primarily ranting on focus, stress and overwork and as you can see, I masochistically have not changed my habits of signing up for one too many things.

I refuse for it to keep on getting to me though. Being sad is so insanely unproductive! You become a black hole of negativity and nothingness to the happy people around you, as their happiness osmosis over just to dissolve into a million little useless pieces... This doesn't mean I have a problem with any of those around me being upset, infact I'd be happy to help anybody cheer up. I just don't tolerate these nasty emotions from myself...

Case and point, I feel rather content and happy now and was rather frustrated in the beginning of this blog (partially because my TA wouldn't let me in my lab due to my hazardous pants...).

I guess I can say, I don't really like to speak highly of myself in any manner, but I'd have to say I am very satisfied with my emotion bending abilities.

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I'm totally not going to snap one day and kill all of you :D!

Thursday, December 25, 2008

2. Christmas

The most beautiful silence all year is heard when you're the only one up at an ungodly hour on Christmas morning to sit all snuggled up on a couch to stare at the twinkling tree and the winter wonderland outside. 

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That being said, I'm off to make breakfast for everyone now...and potentially try to figure out why the fireplace is making a frightening high pitched noise...

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I love you all...

Merry Christmas

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

1. Grass

I have quite the selection of things that make me happy and are fun to write about. Quite a few times I found myself wanting to blog in the middle of the day about things that were around me that just made me smile. I was however, not near a computer at those times. By the time I finally got around to a computer I really needed both the feeling of happiness due to that certain topic and the craving to write to a faceless (and possibly non existant) audience to both be there. Needless to say, these feelings didn't simultaneously occur...ever.

I thus have succumbed to just the need to write without a particular topic in mind.

A few people who know me well may have seen this one coming, but one of my first thoughts that comes to mind when I think of happiness, is grass.

The people who know would remember me perhaps blissfully describing a large grass field under a warm sunny sky with a cool breeze and a giant tree perhaps. Hobbes is my hero.
(A few others may know due to an unfortunate incidence involving an unseemly level of intoxication and me rolling around on a lawn proclaiming my love for grass...heh)

When I was young, I would always want to go frolic in such fields, and even today it is a fantasy of mine. I think of the meadows where Belle from Beauty and the Beast or Maria from the Sound of Music sang on. I imagine lying in one under a starlit sky on awarm summer's night. I can almost feel the grass...but it would be soft and lucious like a field of silk covered plush blades.

Unfortunatley for me, these day dreams didn't play out so well in real life. I was told to stay out of the long grass when I was young as tall grass is full of mites and deer ticks. I have layed out on the grass in the summer, but the cold vancouver weather does not allow for a comfortable temperature past dark. I have rolled around in grass but it really is not plush or silky.

Somewhere though, I really believe there is that silky, tick free meadow with a perfect temperature range. Can someone please take me there :)?

*bliss*